Past Life Healing Notes

FROM MY HEALING NOTES

These past life stories are just a few of my favorites from my personal healing notes.  Names have been changed for privacy but that is all.  The healings themselves are true and not changed.  Sometimes great healing can happen in just one session but, usually it takes more.  You never know unless you come.

A Non-believer’s story

“My friend Casey was sick with a sinus infection and feeling horrible.  She asked me to do a healing on her.  She told me she was sick but did not tell me what she was sick with.  She did tell me she was tired of always being sick and wanted to get rid of it for good.  Since she said she was infectious I did a long distance healing from my house and called her later when I was done.  I was amazed at what I got.  I was hesitant to tell her because I knew she’d told me she didn’t believe in past lives.  But, the images and emotions were so real, I felt I had experienced them for a reason, so I did tell her everything.

Healing– Right away I placed my hands over her sinus area not knowing this was the infected area.  I felt a young woman being gassed in a group of women.  It came strongly through me up from about the chest and moving up to my sinuses.  I realized I was holding my breath, not breathing at all.  Still not breathing, terrified to breath, I asked my guides for help to breathe and to release the emotional energy  through the breath. I felt within me the woman’s immense despair.

When I thought I was done another wave came.  This wave with even more emotion.  I cried, wept is a better word.  I cried her tears of despair.  I felt what it was like being her for that moment, those last moments.  She was being killed in a concentration camp with a lot of other women.  My head went back, my mouth opened like it wanted to scream but nothing could come out.  I asked to breathe it through again.  I wasn’t scared this time, it was more like surprised.  I certainly wasn’t expecting that at all.  I worked on her lymphatics after the emotion calmed down.  I was still on her face area for a long time filling her with Reiki.

Casey’s reaction

Wow, I spent an hour on the phone with Casey.  The jewish life totally resonated with her.  She went on and on and on about how that makes sense to her.  She said she has always resonated with the jewish people and especially what the women went through in the concentration camps.  She has had chronic sinus problems for a long time.  She is now wanting to learn more about past lives. BONUS– She also said for the first time since her second son was born (9 mo old) the swelling in her feet and legs is gone.  And instead of feeling really sick she already feels on the mend.  Awesome.

Her reaction made me feel very grateful for the gift I’ve been given.   Thank you God!  It has been a dream of mine to help people and now I feel I can.  Casey’s infection got worse after the healing (healing crisis) then it went away, for good”

Fear of snakes

I was working on Carole for migraines and other chronic conditions.  While working together over the phone she mentioned a fear of snakes and immediately I got an image of a cobra.  She was a man in India.  The man had a job with the snake somehow, not exactly as a “snake charmer” but something like that where he worked with the snakes, teacher of some sort with snakes.  He got bit by the snake and he sat there kind of in shock and wondered why.  He blamed himself for not being good enough at his job.  Not being good enough, not being good enough, that was the theme playing through his head as he lay dying.  There was only blame, blaming himself.  Carole said this made sense to her.  She’s lived in India in this life too and felt a connection to it.  She also said she used to work at a company in the “Cobra” department.  She laughed at that.  Her major fear of snakes went away after that.

Multiple Lives Contributing to One Issue

My client asked me to work on her husband  long distance.  He had a blood clot in his knee and nothing the doctors were doing was working.  Although he isn’t a “believer” like she, in what I do, he was feeling  at the end of his proverbial “rope” as far as what to do for the clot.  He is a very physically active man and this was very hard for him.

The healing  – The blood clot issue, I felt it is not just one thing, but multiple issues.  That’s probably why blood thinners are not working.   I first worked on some issues with his heart chakra.  Then moved to his lower back.

First Life-

I felt the source of the blood clot was at his lower back.  At the very base.  I saw a past life, as a women in what is now the Ukraine in the 1600’s.  She was married to a butcher of all things.  She cheated on him.  He found out.  He came at her with the butcher knife.  I’d like to believe he fell but I’m not totally sure on that.  But, she ran, he stabbed her in the back as he fell with the knife and it went in right at the base of the back.

I removed the energy of the knife that was stuck on the emotional and physical levels of his energy field.  Then I healed the area on all four levels, emotional, physical, mental and spiritual with Reiki.  She did not die from the wounds immediately but had a severe infection and lost all feeling below the waist and was not able to walk.  He felt terrible guilt because he had been quite a terrible husband to her with a lot of anger and jealousy all directed at her even before she cheated on him.

He repented his whole life and tried to make it up to her but he really couldn’t forgive himself.  She did die within a few years after due to her wounds.  He never forgave himself.  I was tapping into the husband’s feelings more than hers (Lane was the female remember) interestingly enough.  The rest of her life was not great, obviously, but I feel she allowed him to take care of her, feed her and do everything for her.  She resolved to this but was never happy. “It was her lot.”  I keep hearing.  She resolved it was her lot in life and then died.

Second Life-

Then my guides directed me to his left knee to the actual site of the clot.  Two lives I saw here.  At first they were getting all mixed up until I was able to figure out it was two different lives and then I separated them.  First was a life in Asia, Mongolia, I believe, in the 1400’s.  Lane was male, he got captured by a warring tribe and was tortured.  They made a tourniquet on his leg at the knee and continued to tighten it until it cut off circulation and then cut up much of his leg.  His blood vessels got cut and he bled to death.  It was slow, very painful torture.  They took their time.  This situation made his knee a weak spot for the next life…..

Third Life- WWII  –

I don’t know which side, it doesn’t matter.  He was a soldier who lost his leg in the war.  It had to be amputated at that same spot.

While getting ready to do a follow-up healing on Lane,  his wife called to tell me he was off the blood thinner for the first time in a long time.  WOW!  With only one healing.  Even I was amazed by that.

Quick Allergy Relief

I went over to my friend, Mary Ellen’s house for tea.  Her friend from Oregon, Kim, was staying with her for a few days.  I’d met her briefly once before.  Today she was upstairs suffering from an unknown allergy.  She finally came down and sat for a while.  She was really miserable.  Being the healer that I am, I can’t stand for anyone to suffer, I asked if she’d be willing to try something new, not knowing if she knew what I do or not.  She said she was willing to try anything.  I tapped on her back and did at least five or six rounds of acupressure points on her.  She said she felt better but was still in bad shape.

I felt a lot of past lives  active in her sinus area.   I told her I was drawn to work on that area with Reiki and was she open to it.  She said “absolutely!”   I guess Mary Ellen had told her about what I do and she was good with it.  I worked on her for about two hours that seemed like 30 minutes so I’ll just give the highlights.

I felt about 11 lives overall affecting the area of her sinus’ and crown and lungs all with the similar themes.  There were two dominant lives that I got and the others just backed up the stories from these other lives.

First life– A country in Europe, near or in Poland but with a P name.  She was a healer who worked for many years helping the people of the town with her herbs and poultices.  One man in particular did not like her and had his own issues with what she did.  He waited and the anger built up in him.  His attitude really had nothing to do with her personally as much as his upbringing, prejudices and what he went through, but he took out his angry feelings on her.  His daughter was having a baby and delivering babies was one of the things she did.  The baby died and there was a lot of blood.  Mainly all I could see was blood.  The daughter, or mother of the dead baby, lived a bit longer, 3 something, 3 hours, 3 days.   Kim could have saved her but the father of the mother of the baby got incredibly outraged and took it all out on Kim.  He used this as his opportunity to get rid of her.  He wasted no time in bringing a town meeting and convincing everyone that Kim was a witch and needed to go.  Very shortly after she was burned.  His daughter, the baby’s mother tried to convince her dad that he was wrong about Kim but he wouldn’t listen.  He’d been waiting for the right time.  I told her this man is in her life now and it will be the first person she thinks of.  She said this made sense to her.  Kim gave too much of herself and was overly compassionate in this life as a midwife and healer and it was her downfall.

Second life– The second life was a 40 something jewish man being gassed in the concentration camps in Germany. This seemed normal (I’d seen this before) especially for sinus issues.  Not until I tapped into this life more, trying to make a connection to the other life, did it make sense to us.  This man was not compassionate at all.  He didn’t feel at all like I thought he’d feel.  He felt more like one of the German soldiers.  He’d been raised with traveling from place to place with his family finally settling in Germany.  They raised him with stories of the Jewish people being treated wrong and badly by all people they met.  The anger and prejudice were the parents problem but they transferred their beliefs  to their son and he accepted them as his own.  He had a choice NOT to accept those ideas and have a better life, but he did choose to accept them and live by them.

We always have multiple paths to choose from.  He had another path he could have taken.  If he had let go of the anger and opened up his heart chakra, he could have moved to America instead of Germany.   On that path he would have married, had children, run a business and lived a happier life.   But he took the path of anger and hardening his heart.  So, he stayed in Germany and died in the concentration camp, which, in his mind just reinforced what his parents had taught him.  He was cold and didn’t even have enough passion to say he was angry.  It all felt weird to me but Kim said she totally related to this man and it made sense  to her, she could feel him as a part of her.  I figured out the two lives were total opposites but also two sides of Kim herself, in this life.  This time, it’s up to her to decide.

She said she felt much better and was able to go out to dinner with us afterward.  In an email from Mary Ellen the next day I checked up on how Kim was feeling.  She said she felt great and took her son sightseeing.  Nice!

Southern Belle & Robin Hood

I do not claim to cure cancer.  But, I hope I play a small part for my clients in helping them have less pain, fewer reactions to their medications, sleep better and heal faster from their surgeries.  This is the feedback I’ve gotten from my clients so far.  Here is a story of another dear friend who had breast cancer and is now a proud survivor, in this life at least.

Two lives came from her heart chakra area.  First a life as a young teen boy about 15.  It was like a Robin Hood life.  (that is the symbol my guides showed me to help it make sense to me.)  He was hunting with a child hood friend, friends since age 9.  They were hunting with bows and arrows.  I got the feeling that there was some possible royal blood in here and the other boy had grown jealous over the years.  The other boy shot the boy (Sharon) in the chest (breast area) and got his heart.  The boy lay there thinking about his chest area not realizing that it had hit his heart.  He did realize that it wasn’t an accident and why would his friend do this.  Betrayal was the word that came.  He did not die right away and unfortunately all this confusion, pain and emotions blocked the area.  The other boy said it was an accident and did not get persecuted by the law but was socially persecuted and banned from any future life of major consequence.  The opposite of the reaction he wanted.  He just left the area.  But he was not jailed.

The emotions at the time of the passing over experience are of utmost importance to our healing our energies for the next lives.  I released all the emotions and got the heart chakra moving again. I cleansed, energized and balanced it.  I removed the energy of the arrow, which was still there.  I cleaned the wound and healed it.  After working on the other chakras I came back to this area again.  I worked on the lymph nodes all around this area.

Another life came to me.  I heard “she’s done this before” like she’s had this cancer before.  She was a Southern Belle in Georgia.  It is a parallel life.  Very close to this life.  She looked very much like she does now as Sharon in this life.  I saw her long dark brown hair.  She was very beautiful as in this life.  She had breast cancer in that life too and I believe she died from it as the Southern Belle.  Before she died it took her beauty away, her breasts looked different and her face and hair.  She had a lot of emotions about this.  Vanity and fear are mainly the energy I neutralized.  But I thought it was fear in this life due to knowing what could be coming from the past life that was still bothering her subconsciously.  If we carry over fear from other lives it only helps to create the situation we are fearful of.  Releasing the negative energy is the only way to heal this.  I helped her to release all of that energy and healed the area.

“That DOES NOT have to happen again in this life” was the message I heard.  She does not have to give into the illness again in this life.  We have much more we can do now.  Thanks to her doctors care, her great attitude and desire to try new modalities like Reiki, Sharon is cancer free.

MERMAIDS?

“Val is a mother of two young children and was all of a sudden having intense back pain.  She’s been to the chiropractor but with no relief.  Friends have been helping with her young kids so far.

Today I worked on Val for about 45 minutes.  It was beyond amazing for me.  Again this healing was a totally new experience.  This path is never boring.

The guide who came to help me was the Lady of the Lake.  I felt compelled to bring in my computer and put on the Reiki whale songs that I have instead of my usual Deeksha healing music.

When I called her energy to me it came in like water, very fluid, not solid like it usually comes in.  I could see and feel the liquid coming.  In fact I had a hard time starting on her because I couldn’t feel anything tangible it was so fluid and moving.  I asked her to help me learn how to work on her and then it came to me, she is part of the water.   Then she took the form of a mermaid.  She was a mermaid in Lemuria.

I saw the picture very clearly in my mind, men in boats coming to Lemuria from a far off land.  Warring type men, fear based, finally finding the ancient and peaceful civilization of Lemuria.  A very sad time, lots of sadness in her and all the people of Lemuria.  The men in the boats hit her with oars on the hips and on the body.  One harpoons her with a spear in the back near her sacral right where the skin started and the scales stopped.  She was beautiful with long red hair, turquoise blue scales, turquoise green scales and some reddish-orange scales too.  No sea shells on top like the little mermaid.  Her name was and I may get this a bit wrong because it was really unpronounceable in our language but the name she would give the Lemurian’s to call her, Vaitraillia (Vai – trail- ya).  For the first time in all the healings I was actually working not only on a mermaid but I was doing my work on Vaitraillia, not on Val.  I did most of the work on her and only a bit on Val at the end.  Vaitraillia was like an actual person I was working on rather than a past life “character.”

First I took the spear out.  Then I worked on healing the wound both physically, emotionally, spiritually and mentally.  I released a lot of energy by crying for the sadness that she felt not only for what happened then but also what is happening NOW to our water, our oceans and our fish.  She is very concerned.  She was also a mermaid with the Lady in the Lake at the island during the King Arthur times in a whole other dimension.

I worked deep on the wound, in and out, front and back.  Then I worked all up and down her spine and all around her torso.  When I was done getting as deep as I needed to front and back because the spear went all the way through I worked on Val the same way.

I felt like the pain and sadness moved fluidly around the body like water moves through our body so the pain was all around not just where the wound was.  I don’t know if I’m explaining that properly but that’s the best I can do.  My guides wanted me to ask Val if she’d been stabbed in the back recently by someone she trusted.  She confirmed later that she had.  That was the triggering factor between the bleed through of the lives.  My guides also told me that working on her total energy field was helping her body in this life adapt to being human and not mermaid.

One week later, 2nd healing on Val- Her energy was much different tonight.  I had the feeling of floating in space.  I worked on her back from the back and the front for a very long time simply sending energy there, nothing fancy this time.

Then I worked on her energy field.  My guides told me I was resetting her vibrational frequency from trauma and shock to a much calmer energy.  The mermaid had much trauma from the incident in Lemuria, emotional, physical and psychic they tell me.  I could see the waves of energy coming from my hands and traveling to her body and into it.  Very cool.

I got an email from Val the following week.  She totally connected with the mermaid as her.  She said that made sense for her personality and love of the ocean.  After two healing sessions her back was on the mend.  She was able to care for her kids again and do what she needed around the house.  Weather you believe in mermaids or not, the healing is what counts!”

Healing from Slavery Lives

The first time she saw me, my client Melody told me she gets severe eczema at her right ankle and she has an injury at her knee.  I felt there were past life roots at both and we discussed past lives.  She didn’t believe it so I explained how she can imagine it as stories our subconscious mind tells us so we are not too emotional or close to the topic we are exploring.   The stories help our subconscious work through issues without having to remember them directly or talk about them directly. She said she’d give it a try.

At her ankle I got two lives that were pretty horrible.  The lives were two people, one a black male slave with chains around his right ankle.  The second a young girl chained up in the basement of a home in the 50’s in the mid west somewhere.  I spent much of my time at her ankle healing the energy from the lives and filling the area with Reiki.  As I told her about the lives I saw she said she didn’t feel any connection with them at all.  This is not the norm from my experience.

However, months later, still no eczema.  As I always say, no matter how it happened, what counts is that healing took place.

Energy From Weapons Left Behind

Quite often the energy from a weapon has stayed behind in the client until a lesson is learned and it is removed.  This is more common than anyone would think.  I often can tell when I have the right spot.  Just like this short story with my client, Pamela.

“I noticed that Pamela had a knife in her back, energetically.  I put my finger on a spot on her back and said “do you ever get pain in your back here?” and she said ‘Oh my God, right there, right where you put your finger is exactly the spot where I get pain.’  I said ‘That’s because you have a knife there.’  I took it out.  I energetically stitched it up and  healed the area with Reiki as well as the Auric area above the cut.

I knew that it was a young male soldier in WW II.  He was barely old enough to join but so excited to serve his country.  I think he was from England.  Blond.  freckles, pale skin.  He was gung-ho, as we say.  But very quickly he got injured. He was out on the town with some of his new military friends and was in the wrong bar at the wrong time.  He got in the way of a bar fight and got a knife in his back. He didn’t even get hurt in battle.  He didn’t die.  He was saved by his men and taken to a hospital.  He felt like a failure being injured so soon.  His wound got infected partly because of his shame.  It was a self-imposed infection.  I healed the energy of the  wound and the infection.  I felt the need to put pressure on it.  I told her this and she said, ‘ooh, that feels good when you do that.’ We both laughed.   I felt I got so much good info because she was so open and allowing it to come.  By the time I was done that day I’d read four lives from Pamela.  WOW!

Not so happy Flapper

Usually healing doesn’t come right away, but takes time.  The process is part of the healing.  Through the process we heal a bit at a time and learn a lot about ourselves along the way.  Healing the heart is often a bit of a slower process, especially if there is years of pain built up.

Ava was concerned about the “foggy” feeling she had in her head.  We had worked on it a bit at the end of her last session and she had remembered to bring it up again at this session.   So I said “lets go in and talk to it and see if we can get it out.” Sure enough it came out fast through her head and heart both.  A really interesting one too.

I saw a thirties’ ish woman who looked older than she was sitting in a chair in a sanitarium.  Early 1900’s – 1930’s.  Light brown hair with some grey, a round face, nondescript features.  She was of medium build, once pretty.  She was very wealthy.  She had met and fell in love with a man rather quickly in the early 1900’s.  He was bad news from the beginning but she didn’t see that.  He convinced her she was in love with him.  He only wanted her for her money.  They partied through the end of the 20’s.  Around the depression she wanted to be more careful with her money.  He wasn’t happy about that and started in with his plan.  He was able to put her in the sanitarium even though she was pretty much ok.  She was a bit depressed during the depression.  He was able to get her committed.  She was in the sanitarium for many years, heartbroken.  He simply left her there.  She eventually did go “foggy” in the head by being in there so long.  She died literally of a broken heart.  She also ended up taking a lot of fears about losing all her $ and not trusting again, to her grave.

Ava agreed this all made sense for her situation.  She was  less “foggy” after the healing and her heart began the big process of healing.”

Acute Back Pain Connected to a Past Life in Japan 

Kate called me with sudden and painful lower back pain.   She also just got over a cold and wondered if they were related at all.  While talking over the phone I could tell right away while she talked that this all has to do with her path in life.  She’s off her path and is having a hard time getting back on.  Kate has been a teacher, writer and visionary for children for many years.  She’s burnt out but doesn’t quite see it yet.  She needs to stop working with kids for a while completely and do something for her and with adults.   She’s been reluctant to see this until now.  She left her teaching job a while back and has been a nanny ever since to pay the bills but it’s not fulfilling her.  She’s not happy at all.

 The healing – I did a lot of Karuna Reiki symbols on her for her path in life, grounding her to her purpose.   She was really vibrating with the Karuna vibration today.

I worked on her head for a long time since we are working on her subconscious mind and her beliefs surrounding her “work” in this life.  I saw her in a circle in between being in and out.  In the circle was the children she’s working with and has been working with and out side is the desire to work with adults.  As I worked on her I saw her moving more and more outside the kids circle.

I also saw a past life in Japan where she was a kindergarten teacher.  Her parents choose for her and she did it for her entire life.  She liked it at first but when she wanted to move onto teaching teens or adults her family wouldn’t let her and didn’t believe in her and she did not have the self-confidence to do what they didn’t want her to do.  She never married and was never fulfilled in that life.

Kate said she understood this completely and it made total sense to her.  Then I was able to see her moving outside of the children circle.

I told her to make a list of possibilities, a list of things she enjoys and already has talent at.  Then combine them into how they can be a career, or how she can get a job doing something in one of those fields until she can go back to school, like message, or interior decorating.  She like that idea.

The next day she emailed me and had applied for a job in interior decorating.  She’s making positive movements forward and feels good about it.  She’s also thinking totally differently, outside of her old box.  Also, her back pain was much improved and she’s up and walking around no problem.  Yeah!

Irish Sailor’s wife and Russian Babushka

Before I could even get into a trance to get started with the healing on Noel,  I started getting a heaviness and tightness in my heart area and almost blacked out.  I felt very dizzy.  I had to kneel down before I passed out.  I told her exactly what I was experiencing and feeling.  It felt like a squeezing of my heart to the point of pain, extreme tightness.  She surprisingly exclaimed that it was exactly what it felt like for her.  She totally resonated with the feeling I was having.  I was glad because otherwise I was going to have to cancel the healing and go to the hospital.  But, when she said she understood this I knew it was her I was tapping in to.  I kneeled to do my prayer of intention and grounded myself and asked Divine for help moving the feelings out and I felt chills start at my legs and go up my body until it was suddenly gone.  I knew Divine had helped me and I felt better.  It was the strongest empathic experience I have ever had.  But it helped me to really understand to the extent in which the pain in her heart was causing her.

I stood up and started working on her.  At once a life came regarding this.  At that point she told me how she is in a long distance relationship and it’s really hard on her.  Her boyfriend is working and living in CA.

Life 1 – She was a young mother with five kids, one infant.  Most were girls, one or two boys.  She was only 25 or 26 years old.  Her husband was a sailor.  He was gone a lot.  He started out in another country, Turkey, as a military sailor.  He was a bit of a rebel and jumped ship and got on an Irish ship.  He was smart and well liked and worked his way up honestly to a position of respect below the captain within a few years time, rather quickly.  He loved the sea and the freedom of being at sea.  She respected him enough to not want to take that away from him but it hurt her a lot.  She held most of it in, in her heart.  Her heart looked like very tight like wound up muscles.  She only let it out to God now and then when she was alone and it got to be too much for her.  Other wise she held all the pain in.  I saw him coming home to his family and the coming home was  harder on her than the leaving.  Noel agreed with all of this and was stunned by how accurate a portrayal of her boyfriend  this life portrayed.  Herself as well.  She was taught growing up not to show her feelings, not to cry or express but to hold it in.  When he was out to sea (back in Ireland) she had a good strong support system of friends and family to keep her company and happy.  She was a strong women to do this time after time.  She and her family went to the woods and the fields and gathered wild flowers and tied them into bouquets and sold them in the market place, not for much but a little extra helped.  I felt her husband was good, loyal and respectful, not a sailor who had a woman in every port at all.  I felt a strong connection between them but they need to learn a way to come together in this life without compromising her or his passion.  She cannot manipulate this man at all, he’d run from that fast.  She must give him his space and he will come to her.  She totally agreed with this assessment.

Life 2– She was a biological grandmother but acted as mother to him, her boyfriend again.  The scene I saw most was them cuddling together by the fire in a rocker.  He died of fever at age 10 in her arms.  She also held her grief and sadness in her heart and didn’t let others see.  She could not read or write but she could sing her folk songs and even wrote new ones herself and expressed herself that way.  She was called a babushka and wore a red scarf on her head.  She was not old, maybe in her 40’s to 50’s for a grandma but she was short and squat and heavy and older looking than that.  She had such a great love for this boy and he for her.  (Much release from her heart chakra along the way while I’m viewing these lives for her.)  She put love, heart and soul into her cooking and her singing.  Again she had the pattern of not showing her feelings, not FEELING her feelings and hiding them in her heart chakra.  After much releasing her heart chakra felt much lighter.  She even said it felt lighter which is the one word I get the most after big releases like this one.

Noel said the healing and the experience was one of the biggest of her whole life.

Since the healing she has been able to work with feeling her feelings, crying, and releasing her emotions rather than bottling them up in her heart.  When we do this year after year, life after life, we cause dis-ease in our hearts.

“My life often seemed to me like a story that has no beginning and no end. I had the feeling that I was a historical fragment, an excerpt for which the preceding and succeeding text was missing. I could well imagine that I might have lived in former centuries and there encountered questions I was not yet able to answer; that I had been born again because I had not fulfilled the task given to me.”

Carl Jung